Saturday, August 23, 2008
this week past by pretty fast.
but on tues mornin,
my family hav received a sad news.
my godbrother has passed away.
he was onli 2 days older than i am..
so upon knowin it,
we got down to their house fast.
my godfather n other 2 elder godbrothers seem to be holdin up well,
but my godmother isnt.
so i was there to sort of support her.
was there to help out in servin the drinks
n i sort of took up the job of askin my godmother to eat.
she didnt hav the appetite..
sadness.
seein them teared, makes mi wanna cry too..
tears brimmin in the eyes...
somehow i dun understand y it happen,
but i suppose onli the dead will noe.
so i hav asked my godmother to be strong,
it was so surreal n kinda hard to take it..
though i may not hav close interaction with him,
but afterall still childhood friends...
haiz....
stayed there till 230am..
saw some uncles n aunties that i haven been able to see since the sentosa times..
n my godparents relatives didnt knew of my existence so they were kind of taken aback.
so i sort of entertain them for they entertain mi too..
second day went down w my parents n mei.
they hav a service ard 8plus.
n when they sing the song 'amazin grace'
i felt so sad...
reali hope he will find his way...
around 9 plus,
mi n mei head to changi.
to meet up w my mum n dad..
stayed there chat for a while n head back home..
thur,
its time for a proper closure.
the wake was short,
n that we head to mandai.
we walked a short distance n board the bus.
i set beside my godmother n held her hand tight throughout the journey.
frankly it is reali hard to believe.
my father n my aunt was w mi.
i was kinda reluctant to take a last look..
n still i walk but not lookin..
i cant n dun hav the courage to do so..
n went to the viewing gallery.
the atmosphere was so sad.
i stood behind my other godbrother
n glimpse thru the process.
though i didnt see, still the cries for vincent was so heartwreakin tat i teared too.
reali ver heartbreakin..
after tat head to a restin area.
held my godmother hand n led her to seat n drink abit.
i was also there coolin my emotion down.
wanted to take the bus n follow them back.
but my dad says tat we shd go off..
so my dad, aunt n mi head back..
hav lunch before goin back...
reach home,
i went to slp..
was feelin so tired for a of a sudden...
the whole day was so lifeless...
i hope Vincent you will rest in peace...
& i hope tat it will be a new beginning for my godparents' family..
to be strong n close once again...
reali hope to so..
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i hav also gotten a call from uob,
to go for an interview for the position of traineer senior officer.
it will take place next thur 5.15pm.
uob seem to like mi to hav interview in the evening time..
strange....
n i hav also been hungrily chasing new amines like Special A, Ouran High School Host Club..
n im not gettin enough of it..
haha..
at the same time chasin after my novels...
so intriguin...
these few days hav been quite cool days,
tat i hav to wear my big jacket around in the house.
haha...
n now i will be off to chasin the amines n job hunt again...
Name : S@lly