Wednesday, March 16, 2005
hi again.. today nth much happen.. quite sian ah.. xinyi already register for uni.. serene gonna register on fri cos she off that day.. as for mi.. haiz.. i think i will register within these 2 days ba.. so sad.. headache when think abt this.. haiz.. ah tan ask mi to make gd decision cos affect mi future career.. mi hate to make decision esp regarding mi life de.. haiz.. but no choice.. i need to choose mi own route to go..
yesterday when mi n penguin online.. i any how press on the whiteboard link on window msger.. mi n penguin begin to play w it.. hehe.. we drew a few ver cute pic but hor dun noe y i save it but i cant open it.. so sad.. then later on serene oso online.. i ask her to join mi draw.. i wan her to draw to forget her worries.. i think though abit childish but its a good way to vent ya feelings out.. so no harm tryin.. then it ended up that we drew one pic that i quite like it.. hehe.. cos i draw her name.. she ask mi if i trace it out.. haha.. of cuz not.. how to trace ah.. hehe.. then feelin tired i went to slple.. hehe.. its around 3 plus.. hehe..
today the 15th of march is 2nd month anniversay le.. haha.. if i 4get for sure someone(s) will 'kill' mi de.. so cannot forget.. cos i still wan to live.. hehe..
doin my daily routine like checkin mails (for jur msg.. our main channel of communication for now.. hehe..) .. i am enjoyin the webby music i hav posted.. jur say the song ver nice but will make her cry cos graduation may mean goin separate ways to our new horizon.. that i quite agree.. but i will keep the memories in mi mind n for sure feel blissed to hav a few go frenz around mi givin mi advice n lendin ear when i need it.. hehe.. i think for those we noe mi well.. i learnin to open up miself.. so slowli observe the change ba.. hehe.. i hope can c ah.. hehe.. dun wan to end like in the past.. ver sad de..
Monday, March 14, 2005
konichiwa.. hehe.. continuin from where i hold my fingers.. hehe.. i shd press the keys.. hehe..
on saturady.. mi met up w wanyu, ying, ming, lee peng, serene n xinyi (along w her frineds..) haha.. we were havin our breakfast at adm.. haha.. then we went to meet ming at woodlands mrt station platform cos she came straight from malaysia.. hehe.. n so off we went to our destination.. hehe.. it is the NUS open house.. there were alot of ppl.. haha.. the quenes were long sia.. n the weather is warm.. on our way there.. i met some of mi friends from Pri sch to sec sch n rite up to JC.. haha.. the world is small indeed.. hehe.. the talks were held.. but i dun reali find it useful nor informative.. ( mayb cos i dun reali noe wat they talkin.. hehe..) but i more or less hav a idea of wat i wan based on mi research.. hehe.. then we went to the FASS tour.. the buildings arent link in numercial order so may get lost easily.. haha.. then the group of us went to the fair that was held almost all yr round ( told by the guides).. mi n serene each did a keychain of our own names.. wow.. the keychains were so nice n it seem to glow cos of the colour... neon pink.. nice.. hehe.. aft collectin the keychains.. off we went to clementi.. hehe.. again we went to sing at party world.. hehe.. onli that ming n lee peng went off 1st b4 we went to sing.. hehe.. then the remainin 4 of us went to K songs.. haha.. had a good time there.. hehe.. they say i sing until mi face full of expression.. haha.. i juz say cos need to feel it to sing it.. haha.. so shiok.. then at 6 the singin session ended.. hehe.. serene went diff way from the 3 of us.. serene was goin don to meet up w jia rong they all to go eat steamboat.. haha.. while the 3 of us hav to make our way home... hehe.. mi bought food n reach home to watch tv.. so cool.. haha.. then mi slpt super early like abt 1210 when mi sis haven even reach home.. haha.. she was w serene eatin steamboat.. i believe they had a great time ther.. hehe..
n so on sunday mi onli wake up at abt 1210.. that means i slept for abt 12 hours.. haha.. piggy mi.. hehe.. but i dun noe y i feelin so tired for this few days.. wan to slp.. i think mayb cos of the weather.. the weather recently hav been bad.. dun like it at all.. givinmi heachaches.. so bad.. did nth much.. haiz..
i think mi parents are quarellin again over some common problems.. so sad.. hope that they will solve the problems.. n that the problem dun appear again thou i noe its pretty hard.. predjuice i feel is in the act.. so sad n so bad.. i found out something new.. frefree has modified the speakers to amplify his mp3.. so cool.. hehe.. so as he walk we hear music.. the ppl were like lookin at him to c where the loud music originate from.. haha.. its from his bag.. hehe.. we ate dinner n back home.. hehe..
n so far w nth more to update u.. take care friends.. i hold mi pen again for now.. hehe..
Saturday, March 12, 2005
ni men hao.. hehe.. i juz chnagin mi greetin pattern.. hehe.. mi now bored sia.. hehe.. dun noe wat to do.. lazy to find work n that the work oso wun cum to mi.. haha.. wat am i talkin.. hehe..
i hav been goin out that i seem to hav a bit of phobia.. hehe.. on monday went out w parents to shop shop cos mi dad onli off on monday so monday is mi family day.. hehe..
on tues i ver guai.. i stayed at home.. hehe.. the feelin of being at home is so cool.. i reali like this feelin.. so peaceful n relaxed that i lay around the house like a cat.. hehe.. i did my fav pastime.. hehe.. lay comfortably on the bed readin mi chi novels.. wat a way to enjoy the day.. but the problem of the uni courses is still puttin mi off.. so sad.. i still haven decided which one i like it.. i even thought of puttin engineering as one of mi chance.. thou i dun hav JC physic.. sian ah.. wan to cry le.. sob sob..
on wed.. mi went out w penguin and dear (xinyi) .. hehe.. mi met up w penguin n went to eat chicken wing n drink ice cream.. hehe.. i say drink rite.. hehe.. indeed i drank the ice cream float.. hehe.. so nice but when cum to eatin the chocolate.. its so hard that mi teeth wan to drop le.. hehe.. then we 2 met up w dear to go sing at party world.. hehe.. sing n sing until i almost fall aslp.. too comfy le.. hehe.. then aftter the singin session.. mi went to find mi siblings.. they want to watch jap amine --> HOWL"S MOVING CASTLE.. the movie so nice.. i was like so engross in it.. hehe.. mi n mi sis like the main character who is the wizard.. he so cool n handsome.. hehe.. i even went to find his photo n put it as mi msn photo.. hehe.. didnt regret watchin it.. hehe.. then the 3 of us walk home cos the wind was so nice n coolin..
on thurs.. mi again stay at home.. hehe.. but another person say he becumin zombie n slept the whole day cos i didnt wan to cum out.. hehe.. not mi fault rite.. ren shi hui tired de.. hehe.. so muz rest ma for future trips.. hehe.. sorri ah.. mi talkin rot again... even since mi take results mi hav always been a nuts case.. hehe.. so juz get used to it can le.. hehe.. mi mum oso ask mi to change earrin.. for first time im changin earrin.. hehe..
today is fri..(11th march) went out to eat w ah yi at sunplaza.. hehe.. then i juz reach home at abt 330pm n i received cai ling msg at abt 345pm sayin that she wan mi to pie her to sunplaza.. haha.. am i fated to go sunplaza twice a day.. hehe..now feelin so tired.. wan to slp.. recently feel like im lackin of slp.. hehe.. so mi goin to meet cai ling at 530pm.. haiz.. goin out again.. tired ah..
tml.. i goin to meet up w ying n wan yu to eat breakfast then go nus open house.. hope everything can go on smoothly.. hehe..
i oso got to noe that actualli at nite on art central they are showin 2 Jap amines.. so nice to c.. onli that the timin is from 11pm to 12 midnite.. hehe.. if u bored durin that time can go c ba.. hehe..
the few days 2 of mi mei (doris n serene respectively) fall sick le.. so sad.. doris no voice n that she face red red de. then she tell mi that her home econ tacher say that face red red means healthy.. haha.. sick= healthy.. she got abit of problem w her ideaology.. hehe.. then serene fm her blog i noe she sick too.. so sad.. All of mi frenz muz take care hor.. the bad weather will persist i think.. drink more water ba.. i think the famous haze is worsen.. until o feel that i oso havin a bit of headache.. so sad.. if need go c doc hor.. esp serene ah.. always dun go c.. giv herself self-treatment.. u not doc ah.. hehe.. Fast recovery to all.. ^^
with nth more to add for now.. i shd hold mi pen for now.. hehe.. Take care friends... hehe
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
hiyo... since i take results i didnt cum up to blog..haiz.. mi result consider bad le.. all juz cleared.. But one happen thing to say is that this 'A' levels is the 1st time i pass my GP n Economics.. Wow.. that a bit scary u noe.. hehe.. now mi can say i that i havin headache like mad.. cos w mi results ver hard to find gd course that i initially wanted to go.. like business is now is no no for mi.. mi teachers ask mi to go into arts n social sci.. ah tan say that w mi SAT result mayb got hope la.. i think not.. he ask mi n ying to do a lot of precautionary work like registerin for private candiates or go sign up for NIE.. becum teacher leh.. dun wan la.. i think i will scare those kids away.. hehe..
after takin results we went to meet up w hwee kuan to sign at party world.. that time at nite le.. so more $$.. hehe.. but given the free 4 hr coupon.. serene say that it is best used when the timin is from 2-6pm cos the nite charges cumi in at 6pm.. haiz.. so muzz wait again.. dun noe y now all mi friends ask mi wan go sing songs.. i think mi voice mayb need say gdbye le.. hehe..
then on Sat.. mi sudddenly plan to go suntec to c fair n listen to talks but mi end up late so cant listen to talk.. then after lookin ard w heavy loads of pamplets.. i went to find doris ( mi xiao mei).. she havin a anti-drug dance compeition,.. she say that the results were unfair.. haiz.. wat to do.. hehe..then later mi met up w alvin n bring mi brother to ngee ann to c serene n hwee kuan.. at the same time find dinner.. hehe.. cos hungry le ma.. then the days ends like that..
then on Sunday.. we went to suntec again.. but this time i went w serene n cai ling.. n managed to hear the talk that i wanted.. haiz.. i think the depressin mood is cumin again.. sian ah.. after the talks we went to tis fashion cos cai ling wan buy new clothin then we went on to buy food n walk a long way to esplanade roof terrance to eat.. wow.. so cool sia.. we go there eat n the atm quite nice leh.. hehe.. then later mi n serene bought strawberries dipped in chocolate.. the strawberries like big size de.. so scary.. hehe.. then we move on to Raffles City.. serene wan find her ex-boss at the Cards n Such.. hehe.. we stayed there for some time n make our move to tske trsin to semb.. cos we got a meetin w hwee kuan at semb.. haha.. but when wan to buy fm coffeebean.. they stop sales le.. so we went to Mac to chat.. haha.. there quite cold leh.. mi wear jacket oso not enough ah.. hehe.. chat until abt 1130 like that.. we went home.. hehe.. tired sia.. hehe..
with nth more to update for now.. take care friends.. hehe.. Catch u up next time..
Thursday, March 03, 2005
Tis is another passage i got from friendster.. enjoy.. haha.. muz treat ur girlfriends well hor.. hehe..
Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind. If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings. Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.
Love her for who she is. Don't even think about changing any bit about her. 6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities. She's special & she will stay that way. You change any part of her, you'll change her forever. Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.
Love whole-heartedly. She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treasure her. She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love. So love her guys, not play with her.
Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever. If you're with her, love her. Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all. Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be.
Don't expect perfection from her. She's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.
Like another girl while you're in a relationship? Then I think it's time you remain single for a while. Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.
Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you want her to tell you everything, do the same. Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way? Be faithful, enough is enough.
Socialise only when you're single. You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams.
Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.
It never kills to be romantic. Think, be flexible. Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her. Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you. Something sweet & simple always get the job done. Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.
Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day. Love her as if each day is the last.
Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached guys. Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart. Isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity. Remember, INSECURITY.
Promise her & make sure you never break it. Swear to her & make sure you keep it. Pledge your love to her & her alone.
Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to. Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it. That's love. Give her your heart, your life, your everything.
Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises. But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.
Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die. It her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?
Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory. Don't leave her once you've won her love. Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love her till old age, love her till death. If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.
She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise. Win her heart & love her over. Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display, she's someone to love, not to show off to your "friends". Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you. Respect her for the way she is, never despise her & never mistreat her, never even think of toying with her...
there is one big news cumin to'attack' mi.. haiz..
THE DAY is gonna arrive..
My 'A' level results is cumin out on friday..
OMG.. haiz.. i'm not xpectin any gd result cos i haiz..
hav no confidence at all..
so cham.. Sob sob..
as for now.. i dun wan t think so much..
cos the thoughts may scare mi away.. haiz..
tension is risin n i think i will b diffcult to ease.. haiz..
Dun wan to talk abt it.. i move mi blog entry for today to a poem that i find it meaningful from friendster.. juz read it as per normal.. hehe..
To My Friends Who Are --> SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly.
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.
To My Friends Who Are --> NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person."
It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.
To My Friends Who Are --> PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say "I love you" if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...
To My Friends Who Are --> MARRIED
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry."
Not "where are you", but "I'm right here." .
Not "how could you", but "I understand."
Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are."
To My Friends Who Are --> ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together
but how good you are for each other.
To My Friends Who Are --> HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.
To My Friends Who Are --> NAIVE
How to be in love:
1. Fall but don't stumble
2. Be consistent but not too persistent
3. Share and never be unfair
4. Understand and try not to demand
5. And get hurt but never keep the pain.
To My Friends Who Are --> POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else
but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
To My Friends Who Are --> AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.
To My Friends Who Are --> STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.
If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now.
TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is
9. & lastly unselfish.