Tuesday, May 10, 2005
yoz.. ytd mi met up w serene.. haha.. we had a reali reali relax time.. hehe.. she work half mornin n then didnt wan to go home that early so called mi to meet up w her to eat lunch together.. we ate at cavana.. then we moved on to Coffee Bean for our fav treat.. her ice mocha n my pure vanilla.. hehe.. we chatted abt everything under the sky n that we had some fun there.. haha.. the ppl workin there were funny.. serene always find the cheesecakes super temptin.. haha.. whenever she sees the cheesecake she go gaga over it.. haha.. then she receive one phone call from her mum sayin that she has entered into the uni choice that she wanted.. Arts n Social sci.. so happy for her.. hehe.. we oso sang songs that was played in the coffee bean.. the evnironment was so shiok.. long time didnt had that feelin le.. hehe.. somemore was for hours de.. haha.. she keep sayin that we are old le.. haha.. when she say that she looks as if she wanted to age sia.. i still dun wan.. haha.. i just b myself yea? hehe.. then at abt 8 plus we finally moved our butt out of coffee bean.. haha.. then we shop round sunplaza.. we went in to This Fashion.. n unexpectedly i bought a jacket which seem pretty nice.. hehe.. somemore more of a mature lookin one.. cost abt nearly thirty bucks aft the member's discount.. hehe.. serene says that finally im buyin clothin when i go out w her.. we went out so many times together but i think mi purchase something was like even a single hand can count.. no wonder she says its a miracle.. haha.. then after that we part our way.. i reach home abt 9 plus..
n today.. i went for a hair cut.. i went to layered my hair.. i feel that my thick tail has disappeared.. kinda of unused to it.. hehe.. this haircut seem to hav soften mi looks.. haha.. is this how i should put it? haha.. i dun noe.. the weather today is wet n cold.. wish to hide in my blanket.. hehe.. sure feel warm de.. hehe..
* now still waitin n prayin for mi uni postin.. wish mi hope ba.. hehe.. hope i can get in.. ^3^ .. so cya friends.. catch w ya later.. hehe..
Friday, May 06, 2005
as i was watchin the TV showin the cermony of the cremation of the Late President of singapore - Mr. Wee Kim Wee... many feelings hav overwhelmed mi.. his contributions n his commitement to his family, friends n citizens of spore has touch my heart.. it isnt easy being a high authority person who still can b humble n from his heart.. willing to reach out n make ppl feel that they are impt to him as he is impt to them.. intergity, honesty, humble, a person with critical thinkin and willing to reach out to help its people.. is wat i gathered from the news.. all praises is all we could hear from ppl of all woks of life.. his simply yet meaningful actions hav touched many ppl n i believed ppl will continue to hav his spirit and carry on w life.. upon hearin the 'speech' made by his son and his grand-daughters especially.. i could understand how they feel as i oso experienced the loss of mi Grandfather whom we like to call him 'Ah Gong'
the time that he passed away was when i was in primary fri.. i could rmb how the news had shocked mi.. i was waken up at abt 6 in the mornin whenmy mum tell mi that ah gong has passed away.. i was shocked n i didnt wat to do.. i went back to my room along w my sister.. i went to hug the pillow that i was fought w mi ah gong.. the pillow was hard but the two of us like it pretty much.. i was coverin myself w my blanket n started to sob.. b4 7am we left home to my ah gong house in aljunied.. actuali on this day.. ah gong has promised me that he will fetch mi to school for my computer lesson at abt 10am.. but this promise was nvr fulfilled.. ;_;
on the day when ah gong was huo hua.. its was children's day.. the weather was wet.. the clouds are followin us.. the sky becum to drizzle a little.. it made mi recall the time when my ah ma was gonna huo hua.. the sky was covered w grey clouds n big droplets of rain cum fallin down.. but i couldnt feel anything except that i hav lost a ver dear person who is impt to my life.. they doted n pampered me.. brought mi around and play w mi.. made good food that tamed my tummy.. gosh.. they hav reali made a sigifiant impact in my life..
ah gong was actuali stayin in our home in yishun as mi mum n dad feel that we could take care of him better than if he were to b back at aljunied.. cos in aljunied there were no one to look after him.. i remembered that i was in the afternoon session for that year.. and so every mornin when we wake up.. he will play his fav hokkien cd.. which later on i was too addicted to it.. i will sing along w the song too though i dun reali noe the song.. hehe.. mi juz like the cheery tone of the songs palyed in the cd.. so it has becum a daily routine to play the cd and i will oso help out mi mum to change the prayer's tea.. at that time.. my parents were workin hard at the seafood stall they hav opened so ah gong was my company le.. and i was oso ah gong's company.. then ah gong will bring mi to sch if i hav sch tution.. ah gong will chat w mi.. since young i hav been known to teachers as a child who asked alot of qns.. like the cartoon at that time ' shi wan ge wei shen me'.. then mi always bombared ah gong with so many qn.. but onr thing puzzle mi.. which is that where the hell did i hav so many qn to ask? *_*
then when i sick.. ah gong will scold mi cos i was the onli one in the family who doesnt noe how to swallow a pill.. till now i still hav this problem.. so sad.. i can still rmb that time mi mum n ah gong was so angry w mi.. i did try to swallow but in the end i didnt swallow but end up vomittin everything out.. no wonder they are so so angry w mi.. that y i dun wan to b sick.. if not i c the medicine i will for sure be more sick than the initial temp..
ah gong's fav food is D24 Durian and pig trotters.. but due to his health problem.. my dad restricted him to eat pig trotter.. if mi dad caught ah gong watin it.. ah gong will get scoldin from daddy de.. cute rite? ^3^
at that time many monks appear on the roads or at the void decks.. then i will donate n take a wristband form them.. when ah gong everytime sees one new item on mi wrist he will smile to mi.. he went to the temple to get one band that can b wore round the neck.. it is of the same colour n pattern like my wrist band.. i cant stop likin it.. onli last year my wrist band was torn.. the wrist band has been w mi for 7 yrs le.. n the neckband is still around my neck.. those friends who are close to mi are wonderin when will i ever get the band off mi neck.. sad to say.. i wun get it off mi neck unless the band tore itself.. the band is of high sedimental value to mi.. i onli received it abt a mth or 2 earlier before mi ah gong passed away.. due to a heart attack.. it grabbed my ah gong's life away from us.. i heard my mum that the doctors rescued him three times but for the final time.. ah gong couldnt make it.. his fingers were turnin purplish- black.. if onli the doc didnt went oversea for training n that they did the operation.. my ah gong would hav survived.. but all this is fated.. so cant blame anyone.. i noe that mi ah gong has went on to accompany my ah ma who has passed away when i was pri 2.. and knowin that they will b by our side when we needed.. i reali missed them..
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
today is a ver sian day.. wake up at 11 plus when the giordano yishun branch called mi to inform mi that mi dad's jeans is ready for collection. then mi went out to eat w mi bro in the afternoon.. when we reach home.. i was supposed to continue to teach him his maths homework.. but dun noe why.. mi temper today dun seem ver gd.. poor him today get alot of scolding from mi.. but hor he oso dun wan to cooperate.. always make mi scream here scream there.. then we 2 sort of qurral.. so his maths homework oso half completed.. then i went to read mi book.. but hor i oso dun noe wat the book is talkin.. i guess the book im readin isnt a gd book to mi.. c until i oso blur.. dun noe what is wat..so sad.. then i brought him to dinner and reach home abt 945pm.. then i continued to teach him from where we stopped in the afternoon.. i was like multi-taskin.. mi was doin ironin of clothin ( mainly sch uniforms of mi siblings), coaching him maths and also watchin TV.. mi teach until i abit blur.. but hor i took it as a chance to for him to do learn to trust his own ans when derivin it.. i think its a impt factor for daily usuage.. haiz.. finali finish mi ironing and followed by the maths coachin.. i went back mi room to read the book.. but still tryin hard to understand wat it is writin about.. readin more than half of the book i finalli gathered some clues but still i guess i dun reali like the book.. the plot not interestin and ver messy... takin a break mi cum out of the room to freshen up.. then mi er mei (ivy) asked mi to help her w her project.. haiz.. can c that she was reali goin nuts.. so again i help her type the part she needed.. i think i gettin the hand it.. haha.. jokin onli.. finish typin her document.. i decided to cum here n do some entry.. sian la.. im gonna slp soon.. so nitez everyone..
Monday, May 02, 2005
wat up doc? hehe.. tis few days nth much to update.. hehe..
for the past 4 days mi hav been goin to northpt.. so sad.. 3 days in a row.. haha.. n for the 3 days.. mi hav been visitin giordano.. seem that its a pity i didnt work there.. haha.. jokin onli ah.. hehe.. mi oso went to c mi ah yi work.. hehe.. her workplace reali ver warm ah. cant tahan.. hehe.. cos blame mi.. im always in search for air con.. the weather is reali bad n warm.. so sad if i had to go out in this climate.. but hor.. its a typical day in spore.. haiz.. so anytime.. mi hav to melt like snow.. haha.. i think i need to prepare a portable freezer around w mi.. haha.. so that it can harden.. from this u can c that im siao n oso ver cold.. haha.. dun need to care abt mi.. hehe.. nuts mi.. crazy mi.. hehe..
today serene off day.. then she ask mi to go out w her.. so i anything lor.. hehe.. actualli wanted to meet 430 at orchard but due to some hiccups along the way.. mi n serene met at 3 plus at semb.. mi almost ran out la.. hehe.. wanted for he bus ver long.. haiz.. sit there until i sian wantin to rot abit.. hehe.. then mi met her n so we went to orchard.. hehe.. when we reach.. frefree then met up w us.. so instead of 2 becum a company of three.. hehe.. so we walk walk.. chat chat n wait wait.. cos singapore ver small.. nth much to shop la.. hehe.. so onli hang around the same place.. sian.. hehe.. then finalli hidayah darling cum le.. hehe.. mi kinda miss her la.. hehe.. i think the way we behav today is as though we knew each other for years.. frankly this is onli the 2nd time we met each other.. hehe.. then we shop n chat n eat.. hehe.. went lego shop to find penguin.. 2 bad she off. so pei jie fu talk talk.. hehe.. kinda fun.. hehe.. the few of us are like chattin non-stop.. we ate until super fun.. got the feelin of wantin to vomit.. serene is the worse.. hehe.. then mi like so addicted to the drink that hid ask mi to control if not i will hav not drink to pei the food.. then went to the shop to b lazy tiger.. hehe.. aft that we went to giordano.. hid need to return something serene ver busy so ended up.. we three went to shop at WH.. we pei serene wait for SOMEONE until i again began mi crazy act.. haha.. of cuz.. being crazy is mi frequent act.. haha.. ppl noe mi sure noe de.. if i not crazy they will think im something wrong.. hehe... so mi need to b crazy to b normal.. hehe.. haha.. then finally time to go home.. hehe.. hid went different way from us.. n that mi , frefree, serene n 'L' went to take the train.. haha.. funny frefree always make mi laugh.. hehe.. then hor serene n 'L' ver en ai.. haha.. down there ni ni wo wo de.. if c i think mi will hav goose pimples cumin out.. hehe.. luckily i back face them.. haha.. now i cant say that serene zhong se qing you.. reali.. i think when she met 'L' at gio.. we talk abt less than 8 sentences.. so sad.. but nvm.. i stil hav darling n frefree didi pei mi.. if not i sure feel that im being a ver ver 'bright light' noe wat i mean? hehe...
so now mi sittin here in front of the com - updatin. hehe.. mi sis oso played vcd.. pacifier.. haha.. a ver funny n touchin movie.. reali like it.. luckily didnt miss it.. hehe.. lets do the panda dance.. hehe.. nitez everyone.. sweet dreams.. hehe..