...Destination ~ Destiny...

Sunday, August 06, 2006

06.08.2006

here to update.
my mum is gradually better than she is on tues.
thanks for all ya concern.

on friday nite.
i went to my mum room to pei my mum. i noe she still fear .
so i accompany her n chat with her.
n finali my dad return .
surprising it is alot earlier.
last time 1 plus will then reach home.
bu tnow 12 plus not even 1 will reach home le.
good good.
after that i went to sleep.

then on sat.
i onli went to work half day
of cuz with permission of my auntie.
come back from work around 3pm.
cos took cab from turf city.
that cab driver ver friendly.
chat about sppeding, to cars to wars.
we come to one conclusion:
religion teach us peace n not war.
so no religion is bad.

then reach home i rest n slack.
at nite, my mum cried.
*sob*
but this is a good sign.
she is relaxin.
ever since tuesday she cant cry out.
wanna cry but no tears.
cant imagine how hard it is for her.
then my younger mei n bro went back to their room.
n my bro cried. *sad sob*
mi went to sayang my bro.
my sis called her friends to chat.
think she is tryin to divert her attention.
as for mi. i of cuz control ah.
cant be possible i cry in front of them ba.
cannot de.
later become crying session, my mum see le will feel more uncomfortable de.

my auntie later tell me that my mum scared we dun wan her.
HOW CAN THAT BE POSSIBLE!!!!
that CERTAINLY wun be the case de.
u are not a burden to use de.
after that we watch VCD till my dad return home.

today i didnt go work.
i slept until 11plus.
long long time didnt sleep so long le.
then my mum come to my room to rest.
i climb down from the top n chat with my mum.
then i noe that she has vomitted in the mornin.
she dun reali like to hav bread in the mornin.
i mean she dun reali like bread.
n mayb her gastric is playing with her.
she tell mi wat to do.
n so i along with my auntie prepare the brench.
nice nice.
i was thinkin tml how? goin to cook some food for her before i go school?
my cookin ver bad de.
sad. see wat i goin to do.
at least my mum needs to eat something in the mornin.
mayb cook porridge for her. (ask recepie later)
n ask my auntie to warm it.

my bro went out with serene they all.
stubborn boy. my mum dun wan him to go.
still he insisted. my mum no energy to 'fight' with him.
so he goes.

juz nw see my mum eat her food,
i suddenly feel ver sad.
she has difficulty eating her food.
her right hand is giving her problem.
n since she is right handed person,
left hand still not used to it.
so now i noe.
when she eat. i help her with the food.
then she slowly eat.
看了很心疼...

now i bloggin, my mum in her room watchin tv.
at least some one is at home to pei her.
we are doin it on rotating basis if possible.
ivy mei went to wa wa house.
ah yi goin to meet my another ah yi to get something.
so now ris mei is accompanying my mum.

finish my stuff then i go pei my mum.
quickly finish them. :)

*stay positive*

Sally signin off.

:D ♥; sally