Sunday, July 31, 2005
Emotions OverWhelmin !!
these few days.. i find myself kinda of emotionally unstable.. ok la.. not say unstable but it juz that i hav many many feeling that are cumin to mi.. all so strange as i reali dun noe y it happen like that..
yesterday.. i went to yishun to pay utilities bills.. then make my way to my aunt stall ( previously my workin place) stayed there to eat n chat with the ppl i noe.. then serene called mi n ask mi to pei them go play bowlin.. actualli the timin was 7pm.. but as they all cum later than each other they all met up at onli at abt 8 plus.. u noe wat.. i told serene beforehand that i didnt want to go.. cos too late.. then she tell mi xinyi cum becos i was goin.. then i think i felt pressured.. i noe that i didnt want to go but they wanted mi to go.. cos the more the merrier.. but i am so sorry to u guys.. serene say that my face was ver obvious that i look like i wanted to cry.. but then i dun noe wat cum to mi to hav this cryin feeling.. then they went on their own whilei make my way home.. abt 0.5hr after i reach home.. my younger sis n yixin reach home too.. it was their farewell ceremony to say.. doris mei tell mi that yixin was cryin non-stop since sch time to home.. i was shocked.. so i went in to c.. then she is reali cryin.. aiyo.. then she make mi feel that i oso wan to cry.. afterall this 2 weeks though not long but still isnt short.. but she blended in with us ver well.. she treated mi like her jie.. while i treated her like mei.. aiyo.. i think i will reali miss her..
then today.. i went changi.. wanted to go out at abt 3 but cos of housework left house at 4.. an hour late.. then i n my bro went to tampines mall.. n went gio to buy some t-shirts.. n that i oso wanted to buy a gift for yixin mei.. n indeed i bought a gift.. its a necklace.. chosen by my bro n mi.. ver nice.. then we make our way to changi.. ate n i decided to walk to the beach alone.. the air was cool n i stroll along the pavement.. the shoes im wearin isnt suitable for sand.. so pavement instead.. then walk n walk n walk.. then tired decided to go to the swing to play.. swing swing swing.. then time up.. stroll back to the hawker centre.. chat with my mum, aunties.. haha.. then jia rong they all wanted to go to the arcade.. then play abit.. but is reali abit.. cos the timin we went abt abt to close.. haha.. then stroll back to hawker stall.. but i walk past the new changi point ferry point terminal.. i heard alot of nice songs.. then those little boys waited for me to listen to the songs finish then we move on.. so now while updatin my blog i oso findin those songs.. haha.. it was onli that the song that they palyed was one that i didnt know of.. so i hurry them to move along.. haha.. if not i think i will be stuck there listenin to the songs... haha.. then reach the hawker centre.. it was abt time to go home... my aunt n us took a cab.. mi n my bro alighted a t bishan n that we took a train home n onli reach home at abt 12 plus.. i heard from doris mei that they 11 plus then reach home.. wow.. cos all of them got hang at tampines mall.. haha.. now gonna to bath le.. haha.. so late or shd i say so early in the mornin.. haha..
tml i will hav to wake up super early.. cos yi xin is flyin home.. i wanted to send her to the airport.. it the least i can do as 1st a host to her, 2nd a sister which we hav bonded during her stay.. i think there will be many 'broken taps' at changi airport.. haiz.. smooth flight home yixin n her friends.. miss ya all..
monday is the day i will finally go to sch after the 8 mths break.. dun noe if i will rot.. haha.. the main prolem i think is that im afraid i cant wake up to report to sch.. haha.. slpin late n that wakin up late.. haha.. mayb need wake up call le.. haha..
now feelin abit uncomftable due to some reasons.. but hope it will fade away.. need not ask cos i think i will forget.. hehe.. so cya friends..
*Miss Ya!!*
Name : S@lly